[.still.in.love.]
At 9:26 a.m. on March 05, 2007
saving grace hasn't saved you at all. but this rain comes down like bullets. and the dark envelopes this all. the dark envelopes this all. over and over. i keep hearing your voice. and i know its not all your fault. but i don't remember ever giving in like this. until you. i dont know what it is. about love. that makes me such a pussy.
why did it take so long. for me to just tell the damn truth. just to tell the fucking truth.
i once told you. not to let anger hide truth. well i nearly forgot. i nearly forgot. about fear.
don't you ever try to tell me. that im not doing enough. dont you ever try to tell me. that i didn't hold up. because ill step on those toes. and ill kiss that pretty mouth.
just to let you know. that i am strong. stronger than you thought. and now i know it.
