
[.dread.]
At 11:33 a.m. on February 10, 2005
remembering blades that ran across wrists, not with the intention to kill...only to take the hurt away. taking deep breathes just to choke whenever i see that face. im so tired of having a past. and now. now that another is being brought into my life. i just can't help but wonder what i will say when my baby asks, "what are those scars from, mommy?"