[.the.principle.of.it.all.]
At 8:06 a.m. on April 18, 2005
it scares me to think of forever. for always. because it seems like a long time for me to keep you here.
have you ever felt love? truly felt it? looked deep within yourself and seen it?
have you ever flirted with pain? just for the sole purpose of feeling at all? just so you know what it's like?
have you ever screamed just to hear your own voice? just to understand what's going on? just to scream?
have you ever felt important? like someone, anyone, in the world needs you? like you have a purpose in life? like you finally need to be here and your life has intention?
i have. and i do. and it's all amazing.
