[.missing.you.]
At 11:24 a.m. on May 26, 2005
i never thought that you would be the
beginning. i never thought that he
would be the end. i never thought. that
i had the strength. to tell her that im
better than that.
did you know that i was afraid to kiss
you. for fear of you melting away? did
you know that i was afraid to let you
touch me. for fear of it not being
enough?
but looking into your eyes. that day on
the couch. i knew that it would all be
okay in the end. i knew that you
wouldn't let it hurt anymore.
